'Tis the season to be jolly
And I can't seem to feel the festive vibe.I guess it's because I've spent all my money. I've created new debt for myself after I've just paid it all off. I'm away from my friends and family over Christmas for the first time. I'm not too sure how to handle it just yet. Not too sure how I'm feeling about it either.
I've been feeling kinda vulnerable and sad and a whole bunch of other mixed emotions.
I wish I could find time.
I'm hoping to make the most of next year. A new job, new salary (yay), hopefully I would have the design for the site Wa and I are working on, and I can make things happen for the both of us!
Perhaps a late Christmas gift to myself.
posted by Candice @ 6:10 PM
2 Comments:
we always need what we don't want and want what we can't have. I haven't found the xmas spirit either... infact im starting to feel all ratty about the whole thing. thats why im sticking to the vodka and Jagermeister.
Can-marzipan,
Don't stress my honey, I just know next year is going to be a cracker! Look at how far you've come this year, how you've found a love, moved cities, found a job, found a BETTER job, and now have a whole new amazing year full of opportunity to look forward to.
All the good things you deserve will come your way. What is for you, won't pass by you.
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